Chelsea
I know this is hardly the time or the place, but I just wanted to say, that Chelsea has gone above and beyond the duty of a best friend.
actually looking back, maybe this si the perfect place
I am feeling both happy and sad right now. I am so happy and excited for her and Brian. To find the one you will love for the rest of your life is a feeling like no other. On the other hand, I am really sad about all of it. I feel like I am losing part of myself. Part of her. Everyone keeps acting like it will all somehow be the same. But I just know that things will have to be different. There won�t be anymore fat parades, she will be even further away now. A new life, in a new city, with new friends, and a new career. Will I even still know her?
Getting back on track, Chelsea is just a very amazing person. Everything about her is special. If you took the time to get to know her, and become as close to her as I am. You would know exactly how I feel. We are inseparable. I thought that I would die without her when I moved to CA. There have been several occasions where I needed her so badly to be there with me. I�m sure she�s had similar experiences. It�s just going very very fast for me. I have barely had time to let the idea of her being married sink in. Let alone, her moving away.
There I go again, getting off my thought process.
I am putting together things for her wedding. I am working on my gift to her. It is probably the most emotional thing I have ever worked on. I wonder a lot of the time, if anyone out there has a friendship like ours? I don�t know if I can truly answer that question with a yes. Of course, all best friends are close. But Chelsea is my left lung. And I am hers. We are a packaged deal. A functioning unit. A 2 for 1 special if you will. I wouldn�t be who I am without the support and the love from my friend. I appreciate everything she has done, is doing and will do for me.
I know she will be happy in her life because I am there for her to support her through all of her decisions. After all, she�s done nothing but the same for me. My only wish is that everyone out there can find someone in their life as important, caring, loving, supportive, and funny as Chelsea.
I will now stop sobbing and get back to work.
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