Chelsea
I know this is hardly the time or the place, but I just wanted to say, that Chelsea has gone above and beyond the duty of a best friend.
actually looking back, maybe this si the perfect place
I am feeling both happy and sad right now. I am so happy and excited for her and Brian. To find the one you will love for the rest of your life is a feeling like no other. On the other hand, I am really sad about all of it. I feel like I am losing part of myself. Part of her. Everyone keeps acting like it will all somehow be the same. But I just know that things will have to be different. There won’t be anymore fat parades, she will be even further away now. A new life, in a new city, with new friends, and a new career. Will I even still know her?
Getting back on track, Chelsea is just a very amazing person. Everything about her is special. If you took the time to get to know her, and become as close to her as I am. You would know exactly how I feel. We are inseparable. I thought that I would die without her when I moved to CA. There have been several occasions where I needed her so badly to be there with me. I’m sure she’s had similar experiences. It’s just going very very fast for me. I have barely had time to let the idea of her being married sink in. Let alone, her moving away.
There I go again, getting off my thought process.
I am putting together things for her wedding. I am working on my gift to her. It is probably the most emotional thing I have ever worked on. I wonder a lot of the time, if anyone out there has a friendship like ours? I don’t know if I can truly answer that question with a yes. Of course, all best friends are close. But Chelsea is my left lung. And I am hers. We are a packaged deal. A functioning unit. A 2 for 1 special if you will. I wouldn’t be who I am without the support and the love from my friend. I appreciate everything she has done, is doing and will do for me.
I know she will be happy in her life because I am there for her to support her through all of her decisions. After all, she’s done nothing but the same for me. My only wish is that everyone out there can find someone in their life as important, caring, loving, supportive, and funny as Chelsea.
I will now stop sobbing and get back to work.
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