Will I ever be free?
"Daddy looking at me, will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line?
Very very very much of the time lately I have been having flasbacks of my childhood. In specific, the abuse I suffered. I've hardly slept, I can't stop thinking about it, and it just gets worse and worse. I feel worse as the days go on. I feel numb, and when I don't feel numb, I feel a deep depression. I pour my soul out to Jacob, exposing myself and all of the wounds that I have. Three nights in a row I've gone to bed sobbing or Jacob holding me to sleep.
I used to think that I could handle all of this on my own, but I'm not so sure anymore.
All the things he did, running through my head...
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