heres to the night
"So denied, so I lied. Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love. I'm gonna be gone for good again. Are you willin' to be had? Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
Put your name on the line along with place and time. Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tommorrow's gonna come too soon.
All my time is froze in motion. Can't I stay an hour or two or more? Don't let me let you go. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon. Eve 6 - Here's to the Night
I feel so callous. Nothing is sacred. Nothing is important to anyone. People lie to each other to get though their day. To make themselves feel better about the horrible choices they make. They lie and rationalize their actions in order to cope with the consequences they are faced with. (/babble)
I guess whats bothering me most, is that my friends seem to be slipping from my grasp as I breathe. I haven't talked to some of them in nearly a year, others months, weeks. But, what hurts the most, is the lack of feeling(?) I make every effort to call, write, email, IM and, I'm shoved aside with call waiting, returned letters, un-returned emails, and away messages that can fill pages. In short, I feel left out. I feel worthless. Like I have somehow failed at my job of being a faithful, lovingk, supportive friend. And, if I have, I appologize to no end.
I miss my childhood friends. childhood. And, a turning point is found. Maybe thats just what everyone is. A childhood friend. And, as we grow, (like you grow out of clothes) maybe we have grown out of each other.
-Shannon-
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