perfect love and perfect trust my ass
RANT!
You know, there is no such thing as trust. Really there isn't. Today, I find out, that something I had intrusted into the only person in the world who I could share anything with, went ahead and shared that something with someone who wasn't intended to be informed of this information. It pains me to think that someone I thought I could give my all to and then take it all back in one piece has I guess abandoned me. Not left me, but abandoned their trust with me.
I fucking hate that.
When I ask a person to hold something I say to secrecy, or even say something that using your judgement you feel that this, for lack of better term 'secret', should be kept in the utmost importance, I expect that 'secret' to be held.
I WOULD NEVER EVER EVEN FATHOM DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO SOMEONE ELSE NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES.
I feel sick. So abandoned and lost(?) It feels like all I have ever confided in this person has been lost. Everything, wasted away. I want to cry, partially because I'm hurt, but mostly because I'm so pissed. How would you feel if I shared your innermost thought or 'secret' with someone you DON'T want to know? That's how I feel.
If you want to know more detailed explination regrading this subject, and I feel up to talking about it with you, just ask.
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