mad mad bunnies
Sweet Jesus where do I begin, its been so long that I cant even think of where to begin, let alone my frustrations pissing me off to let me think normal (?) lly.
I went to visit PA, that blew kinda of ass. Jacob got to meet people so that was good, but, it seems like I’m losing my focus? I dunno wtf to call it, I just know it seems those who cared for me the most in the past are caring for me the least now.
Maybe its me maybe it’s the weather, or maybe its you. But it pisses me off in any way and does nothing short, of make me not want to see you again, to spend my time, my money, and fly across the country to satisfy my need to see you and to have the natural human urge to want to interact (with people to) but whatever the reason is, the least you can do is pretend like you fucking care, and not be so shitting cheap.
Did you know that Jacob laid out $50 for the eat n park fiasco?? That’s cause only a few people gave him cash for the meals they ate. Did you know that Jacob did it with a smile? Because he wants you all to like him. He wants to be friends with his girlfriend’s friends. Fuck does that make sense to any of you? Friends???
Do you even know who the shit I am anymore?? I didn’t think you did, and no, I didn’t expect you to know or to care. I got everyone a birthday present, and I got everyone something, and, I cared. I dont even get a phone call from any of you just to say hello let alone one for my birthday. How about a 33 cent fucking letter? Or a 20 cent postcard? No, none of that happy shit either.
I think I can safely say, that when I came to visit, only 4 of you, all whom were present at eat n park, do I care about anymore. I think that no, I know that, or at least that’s the way it seems to me cause of the last year, that only the four of you give a rats ass about me or how I’m feeling. I cant believe that you think you are too busy or too important to take time out of your busy ass Bentleyville lifestyle to say hello to me, to even fucking instant message me. You sir/ma’am piss me off.
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