liar liar
I've regretted not being able to write for a long time.
I've been lazy.
Well, and busy too.
Work is going pretty good. I am responsible for about 63 stores (that isn't very many at all). I work on the "East Coast" team. I have every store in PA, a few in CT, VT, NJ, and NH, and the rest in MA. It's an easy job, and because of that, it is very boring.
I am going to Europe in just a few weeks. I'm pretty excited about it. And I finally planned out our itenerary. We are going to Frankkfurt, Germany first. Then to Amsterdam for 1/2 a day. Then We'll be taking the Chunnel to London to spend 3-4 days. Then we are going to go to Paris for 3 or 4 days and then back to Germany.
I'm reading Europe for Dummies. It's a very helpful book.
I really don't want to write about my trip crap tonight. It's not what I'm thinking about or what I'm feeling at the moment.
I'm actually feeling quite betrayed. Well, betrayed isn't exactly the word I am looking for. It's more like, depressed. But not.
See, Jacob and I have been together about 3 years. And we've been living together for almost a year and a half. There is just so much wrong right now, that I'm just not sure where to start.
He lies to me.
Not about big stuff, but little things. But he doesn't tell me, and I find out about it later on, and THEN I'm pissed off about whatever it is. Or he won't tell me the whole truth. Last night is a perfect example.
I'm at work, and Jacob calls me and says "Brandon bought us tickets to go see the Matrix tongiht." I asked him what time, and he said 10:30pm.
I have work at 8am.
Let me say that one more time.
I have work at 8am.
I felt bad, that Brandon paid for the tickets for us to go, so, even though I didn't really want to go, and I didn't want to stay out late last night. I agreed to go. I mean after all, it was free...
So we get to the theater, and see the movie, I'm so tried I started falling asleep during parts of it. That pissed me off! We stayed so we could see the previews of Matrix 3. Let me tell you, the credits for that movie are really FUCKING LONG. So on our way to the parking lot, Jacob hands Brandon a check. Of course, I am immediately suspicous. He told me it was for money he owed Brandon a while back. I didn't really think too much of it, until I asked him how much it was for. He told me $10.
I don't know about any of my readers, but, my friends and I don't keep a running tab of who owe who what or how much. Friends just don't do that. Well, my friends don't at least. Somewhere along the line, Jacob told me that the $10 was for the movie tickets.
(Who the fuck can get movie tickets for $5 each?)
I said that I thought Brandon had paid for our tickets, and that's why I agreed to go, even though I had to be up early in the morning.
Strike one and two.
Today, I wanted to see if Jacob had paid the phone bill yet, so I checked his register on his check book. The check he wrote out to Brandon was for $21.
what the apeshit.
I asked him why the check was for $21 and not $10. He then told me it was for Hockey Game tickets (we went to see a hockey game about a month or two ago).
Why the fuck couldn't he just told me all of this upfront in the beginning?
Why did he lie to me about all of it?
Why does he continue to lie or tell partial truths?
Jesus H. Ruben!
This pisses me off to an extent unknown to most!
This isn't the first time, he does this alot. And it just really bothers me so much.
I have a ton to talk about. I'm pretty tired and I need to be up early in the morning to call Laura.
I'll try to update a little bit more soon.
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