fishnchips
You know how ATMS charge a convience fee for using the ATM? Yeah well. I think I should start the surcharge too.
A convience fee for love, friendship and a shoulder to cry on. I am shit. That's about as plain and simple as I can put it. I'm almost 19 and livin'in a adult world....the 'real world' and boy I can't wait till some of you wake up and walk into it. A real smack in the head.
I'm pissed off about my job, more specifically how the finance dept is deciding to take $25 out of my check for no fucking reason every damned week. Not to mention that I pay about $200 in taxes every week.
I swear to god that I am driving myself to alcoholism. I'm not drinking heavily. But when your company encourages drinking, (i.e. Friday socials start at 2pm every friday, fre food and free alcohol for all) and when you're the youngest person working there, something has got to give. I've been catching lots of heat lately cause of people underneath me fucking up their jobs and not doing what they should. I already had to fire someone last week. That sucked. She tried to choke me, security came and tazered her.
What else is goin on in the ever so fucking pleasnt life of mine? Oh yeah, Chris went to jail, for about a dozen different things. My mom has social services on her ass like white on rice cause they said if she souldnt keep chris outta jail, then John is fucked too. WTF. I just helped her move into her new house last week. (Convience daughter surgharge $1.50). I made dinner the last 10 nights in a row for Jacob. And did the dishes. Walked the dog. AND I'm working a 60 hr work week. getting in every morning at 7 am working monday - saturday 10 hr days with 30min lunch. I'm killing myself. I'm so tired. I go to be every night about 8pm. (Sat is late night at 10! I don't work on Sunday.[yet.])
I'm being anal raped by everyone. The govt thinks I owe them $3,000 in back taxes from 1996...when I was 13..OK that sounds reasonable.Whatever.
I haven't got a home. Haven't got a family. Haven't got the time. Haven't got the money. Haven't got the friends I thought I always would. Let me die in peace. Just a miserable death. Just like me.
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